Crowned Castle

Far And Few Between

Saturday, November 30, 2002

i misssssss joweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee n lauraaaaaaaaaa..n i loveeeeeeeeeee u 2 idertsssssssss..tanksssssss 4 leavinggggggg me aloneeeeeeeee in sgggggggg AR..humphx..aniwaeeeeeeeee..i gottttttt sooooo mani tingsssssss 2 tell u 2..when u 2 cum backk den we gossipppppppp k..heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....heeeeeeeeeeee...oooo..im offffffffff 2 KL wif my "daddddddddyyyyyy"..im happieeeeeeeeeeeeee..

4 dAg..
father..
tanks 4 everyting..
4 tellin me everyting's ok..
4 always lovin me..
though im 4EVA a pest..
n tanks 4 always standin by meeeeeeee..
i loveeeeee u fatherrr..
i reallieeeee dooo..
tis is not jusssss a simpleeeee
i loveeeeeee u msgg..
it cumsss riteeee
frmmm my heart..
i tank god 4 u..jus like how i tanks god 4 joo..

LAURA NG..
I LOVE U LA..
U SILLY GER..
U BETA WIN DE DANCE..
IF NOT..
U R NOT A DANCER..
LOL..
no matterr waddd..
im alwaysss here u darling..
behind u..
muacks..

jowee ar..dun tink i wan sae much 2 u..cos i left alot 4 u le..its jus plainly i love u n tanks..

woooo...wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

Moon, Sun, or Sky?
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hm..i didnt know i was such a dull colour..hur hur hur..manz..its already 1.03am..and i promised michele that i would be asleep after puting down the phone with her..but the net was tempting me to touch it..hahaz..so here i am..bleah..

which eye are you?
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>>>hm..is this really true..i think my eyes show nothing at all..although dag says that they look like doe's eyes?
what on earth are doe's eyes?..*puzzled*..expressionless i think thats more like it..*tsk*

i need u..
i love u..
i wan u..
till de end of time..
i PROMISE..

my God..you sound so posessive..hur hur..like you need me so damn bad..hahaz

well..as yu can see..at least there are also people who wld tell you your faults..
or maybe scream at you telling your faults..do look into them seriously..try to
change alittle..but still be YOURSELF..

though you may not want to change for
the sake of others..but think abt it..if theres alittle of give and take.just a moment
of sacrifice for on another..dont you think more people wld appreciate you..even if
they don't(hm maybe they are so damn b-l-i-n-d to see it)..it wld most propbaly give
you a little sense of goodness..knowing that you did smtg good to others today..
yeah?..ya life wont be so sucky..you wldnt feel like "oh-some1-just-kill-me-right-now"
sort of thing.

i dont intend to give a "speech" nor "lecture" you..but try to accept what opinions people give you..
some may state it in a harsh way..its erm..human nature??..those hig-low moodswings/or agitated
urge to scream at someone?..dont take it too hard..others may have their own probs..they feel so
trapped like you do..

ig you think you are selfish?..why not change to be generous then?..try ya best to accept those who dislike
you and prrove them wrong that you are not some typical teenage bitch!?..yeah?..

so relax..clam down..maybe geting away..pushing all ya busy activities aside..and stay at home..laze ard..
reflect?..snooze?..just take a break from ya "world"..

hahaz!..my blog has become like a post-a-message center for you and me yeah?..since i have absolute
no idea how to set up the comment box..dman it..freaking thing..hahaz..ciaoz

Monday, November 25, 2002

::::::prints of wen agn:::::

tanks jowee..
4 lovin a bitch like me..
when everyone turn their backs against me..
u r always dere 2 be de one supportin me..
despite how FUCKIN heavy i am..
i appreciate ur love 4 me..
i really do..
haix..
i wonder y..
u love a selfish damn bitch like me..
tsk..
ppl hv their own flaws..
i noe..
but i hv 2 mani..
2 mani 2 stand..
i cant seem 2 stand up rite nowadaes..
cos i kept fallin..
one after another..

i wonder wad i do rite now..
i seem 2 be wrong..
in everytin i do n sae..
seems like de world's against me..
but u r not..
always tellin me..
u will be dere..
blah blah..
im wonderin..
will u spoil me?..
lolx..
but i love u jowee..

i will love u even if dere is no sun..
no clouds..
no wind..
no sea..
no animals..
blah..
n SAME GOES 2 U DAG..

im upset..
over 10million tings..
but im not goin 2 kick a big fuss..
cos i noe..
i had my faults..
i even feel like cancellin 2ml's outing..
cos i feel sucky..
like a bitch..
a slut..
everyting la..
but..
i dunwan 2..
hee..
cos i noe..
u will noe..
JUS now 2 mk me feel beta..
hee..
beta stop all tis love love ting..

jo..
up date ur blog more often la..
muacks..
i need u..
i love u..
i wan u..
till de end of time..
i PROMISE..

yes..i did give the permission to huiwen to look inside my blog..well..it doesnt mean much to me anyway..so..let her play with it..hahaz..well..michele..is not that i'm lazy..(erm maybe just a little)..its that i dont really know what else to write..writing my diary is already enough..so what for having another online one?..ahahz..

c-r-a-p again..tsk..thanks anyway..i'm glad that you realised that there is still people ard you who would still stick ard with you..nag at you..telling you to eat ya MEDICINE!..hur hur..

you really better do take good care of yourself okay..its not a very good feeling to be sick all the time..manz..i realsied that its been like almost a week since i updated this shit...hahahaz..
well..tomorrow would be michele's planned-outing to sentosa..woo..hope the weather wouldnt drench or grill us..*prays hard for perfect windy weather!*...

oohhh..shuddap..dont remind me of my graduation..besides worrying if i canmake it to poly/jc..i dont want to think of my last day in sch with you..my heart wld just tear apart..the thought of it is even worst than roy leaving me..*i swear..im not kdding*..of cos i will contact you..but i'll wld dream of the days when we were young still..=``]<
its alright if you continue to write..i dont care..make this ya 2nd blog then..ahhaz..i've got nothing else to say..so tata..

Sunday, November 24, 2002

-the prints of huiwen-..
hieee jowee..
told u i whld invade ur blog rite..since u nv update..
tsk..
type also lazi..
u NO hope LOH..
lolx..
aniwae..i love u jowee..
tanks 4 being my listening ear..
tanks 4 tellin me wad is rite n wrong..
n assuring me dat u n dag will be here 4 me no matter wad..
really duno wad i will do without u..
-hugs-..

im happy..
cos i invaded ur blog..
lolx..
i cant wait till tues..
when we all will have a happy time 2gether..
b4 my 2 best frens leave me..
-cries-..
one for England..
one for Malaysia..
sux..

jo..i love de wae God created u..
jus like u were made 4 me..
2 be my side..
n 2 be a fren..a supporter..
everyting..
u r different..
frm EVERYONE..
really love u 4 u..

we made a pact..
we will keep contact rite?..
even after u graduated..
sadly..
u will..b4 me..
-cries-..i tink i wrote alot..lolx..
im sorry..
jus 2 tell u i love u..
n u beta update soon...oooo..
i enjoyed my dae wif u yest..-muacks-..